Being honest.

Hi everyone. I want to explain why I took a break from the forum. *sigh*

Okay, alot has been happening in my world. I just haven't said anything. I have sort of just kept quiet to most everyone with some exceptions.

My Dad didn't get the job after all....and really it's a good thing, but still a serious letdown. The county he was applying for was so bad. Political. My Dad was about to go to the acadamy. He was better than anyone....flying colors!....they said he was not a good "fit" for the dept. After he was told this, everyone opened their mouths about how bad this dept. is. But I mean, I wish someone would have SOONER. Now we have hospital bills we cannot AFFORD.

I am not working either. School. But they are holding the job open for me which is good...but still I wanted to work. Oh well.

Things are so bad now Mom is considering getting a job and Dad is trying to get two jobs. He got his old one back, but the pay is so low. I just sometimes wonder if we all will ever get out of this dark cave. Just when things look up....Oh well. Everyone says all the God stuff and I know it's true, but for some reason I don't want to hear it right now. I'm failing in school, having panic attacks, sleepless nights, serious back and neck pain.....goes on. I get so mad. I feel so numb.

One good thing has happened. I have gotten a new friend and I think he likes me. It's so funny. I met him in May and a couple weeks ago we stumbled upon each other! Since then we've gotten together 3 times, we text, and facebook chat. His name is Jordan. My parents love him and he likes my parents. He's in my picture and some pictures of us are on facebook as well.

But we just need prayers.....like serious. We got some more bad news about us owing money with something to do concerning healthcare my Grandparent's had...and it is in the thousands....

Well, now that I've been truthful at least I can feel better about that.

I'm sorry things are really this bad. I will definitely be praying.

I'm sorry to hear your family is going through such a rough time. I'll be praying.

Its these hard times that show us God Julia. You will know when its over that He carried you through. I will keep you in prayer....Do your job and do well with school. Don't get behind or it will be so hard to catch up. Hugs!

I'm sorry about everything that's going on Julia. It's too much for a person your age to handle. It would be so great if you could see a counselor. I'll keep your family in my prayers.

You'll be in our prayers, Julia.

Wow... you sure have a lot going on Julia... like Amy said... a lot for you to be worrying about at your age.

I pray that things get better soon. Try and just focus on doing well in school and try not to worry about all this at one time because it will just overwhelm you, which is the reason you might be having panic attacks.

This will look up.

You're in my prayers, too, Julia.

Thanks everyone. I guess I just did not say anything because it always seems that there is something wrong in my life...but I tried not to complain this time.

MissYoungClassic wrote:

Thanks everyone. I guess I just did not say anything because it always seems that there is something wrong in my life...but I tried not to complain this time.

But friends are to listen and help. When everything is allright, it's O.K to hang with a person, but when this same person had problems we must also be there to help them and listen how does he/she feel. At least, if we are truly friends.

However, don't worry. Those last times everyone has wrong things going around, so, at least you may think you are not alone.

We love you, Julia!

Vanesa.

Just found out the security company that the KIA plant hired that my Dad is employed with might be let go..............

MissYoungClassic wrote:

Just found out the security company that the KIA plant hired that my Dad is employed with might be let go..............

More prayers are going to you, Julia...

Vanesa.