All Alone... Again...

Subject: All Alone... Again... Sun Nov 17, 2013 11:10 pm

Once again my group of friends ditched me. First time was in 5th grade in LA they kicked me out of my table b/c they were told lies from my best friend. Now a group of friends in teamspeak gave me a town in civ craft (minecraft server side mod) and then once I caught one spying on my town they started cussing me out and today when I joinned they were ignoring me. They ignored the typed msg, the pokes for attention, and even the yelling into the mic. After this second time of being alone I truly want to comit suicide but I remember the pain from my last attempt. I ended up reading a wiki about different types of suicide for an hour, only to find out the best way is through the medicine cabinet inside the closet of the room my dad is always in. >_<

Ying and Yang, Good and Evil, Light and Dark.. All are 2 sides to their own coin. Niether can live with each other, but none can also live without the other.

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Sun Nov 17, 2013 11:25 pm

I don't know what advice to give you. Except you are never alone God loves you and is always with you. Please find help there are numbers to call or go to your nearest church I am sure people would be more then willing to help you.
We all care about you here Smiley Hug

I'll keep you in my prayers

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Mon Nov 18, 2013 5:41 pm

Because "It's not healthy to punch a pillow" I have begun falling back on my habit of biteing my right arm hard. Is it possible to knaw your arm off?

Ying and Yang, Good and Evil, Light and Dark.. All are 2 sides to their own coin. Niether can live with each other, but none can also live without the other.

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Mon Nov 18, 2013 11:41 pm

^ I don't think you can knaw your arm off.

I'll keep you in my prayers. Please go talk to someone about this. Thinking like this, will make it worse.

We all care about you. Jesus Loves you. Smiley Hug

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Tue Nov 19, 2013 10:15 am

I'M really sorry to here this. But DON'T DO anything stupid on a count of some stupid people. Find some one to talk to and help you with this problem/

“Tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it... Yet.” ― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Tue Nov 19, 2013 6:02 pm

Davidccl wrote:: Because "It's not healthy to punch a pillow" I have begun falling back on my habit of biteing my right arm hard. Is it possible to knaw your arm off?

Keep it up for four or five days and you should get the job done by then!

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Davetucson wrote:

Davidccl wrote:: Because "It's not healthy to punch a pillow" I have begun falling back on my habit of biteing my right arm hard. Is it possible to knaw your arm off?

Keep it up for four or five days and you should get the job done by then!

I think punching a pillow is healthier than gnawing on your arm.... Good luck to you, I hope you get the help that you need.

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Wed Nov 20, 2013 9:28 am

You should talk to someone at a church. Based on your location, West County Community Church has a youth meeting tonight. I'm sure you could talk to someone there. You probably could find some friends there. Give it a try.

Subject: Re: All Alone... Again... Wed Nov 20, 2013 10:25 am

I agree with Lori

“Tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it... Yet.” ― L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables