blahness...I hate myself!!

sweetheart wrote:

i don'T know! i'am like living in a bad nitemare.

I feel that way with my job sometimes.

Beckie

why??

sweetheart wrote:

I hate this soo much!! I can't do anything at all to help..I never know what to say. I hate seeing my friend upset..it sucks....blah..it makes me feel sad

Sometimes being a friend is just listening to the person and empathizing with her. There are so many things in life that are outside of our control and if you're like me you still want to control them...even though you know you can't. It's frustrating.

I truly believe that everything happens for a reason, even when I can't seem to figure out why. I lost my mother when I was 14. It was perhaps the most difficult thing I ever went through. But I'm fairly certain I never would have gotten together with my husband if she were still alive. Her death caused certain things in my family to happen and it put me in a place and a mindframe where I needed my husband to help me. And he did, as did his parents. We dated for a very long time--11 years to be exact--and we got married in 2000. We now have two girls in addition to my son from a previous relationship and I've never been happier in my life.

And there are so many other things I could share with you that seemed so awful to experience at the time, but which allowed me to have the life I have today. So, once again, I know everything happens for a reason. Good things in life happen in God's time--not mine. I wish I had more patience, faith, and wisdom to see that when I am having problems, but I don't. I get upset and angry just like a lot of people. But I'm working on it.

Krissy, I hope and pray that no matter what is going on, that things improve for you and for your friend real soon.

Cheryl

Thanks....i'am sorry about your mother! I'am glad ur happy with your life now

i feel embarrsed about making this topic.

Don't feel embarrassed. We all need someone to talk to every once in a while.

Cheryl

ok..I just don'T want people to think i'am a baby or a drama queen.

You're fine no worries. :)

Beckie

thank you very much guy's..u are all wounderful

And so are you! :)

Beckie